Partum ex plures

Partum ex plures, a photo by Daniel Smith Photography on Flickr.

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No walls,
Can keep me protected
No sleep,
Nothing inbetween me and the rain
And you can't save me now,
I'm in the grip of a hurricane
I'm gonna blow myself away.

I'm going out,
I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd
I see you with someone else,
I brace myself,
Cause I know it's going to hurt,
But I like to think at least things can't get any worse.

No home,
I don't want shelter,
No calm,
Nothing to keep me from the storm,
And you can't hold me down,
'Cause I belong to the hurricane,
It's gonna blow us all away.

I'm going out,
I'm gonna drink myself to death
And in the crowd
I see you with someone else,
I brace myself,
Cause I know it's going to hurt,
But I like to think at least things can't get any worse.

I hope that you see me,
Cause I'm staring at you,
But when you look over,
You look right through,
Then you lean and kiss her on the head,
And I never felt so alive, and so.. dead.

This is actually my shot for the last weeks theme of illusion i missed last week however i think i am going to change it now as i really don't like it. After spending way too long on the editing i think i have grown to hate it but after the effort i put into it i need to upload something!
Anyway will have to catch up with you later, my eyes are red raw and i need some rest. Catch you later guys. :(